Warning: this is one bitter entry -- proceed with care.
Not dissimilar to Juwi, I also have problems letting go of certain things. Il Destino R was a good example. Even when I said I would so give it up, I didn't. I guess part of it stems from my (male) ego; I just don't take defeat lightly. Even when in the end there's nothing to gain except some short-lived pride.
But this time, I won't be talking about me. Sadly, it's about someone I care and love so much. Who, I was just reminded, isn't very good at letting things go, either. To whom I would like to say this: I know you love me and I know in your mind you're doing me favors in telling me what you did. But please, if you really want me to be happy, let it go.
To me it's simple: either you wish me happiness or you don't, no two ways about it. By saying things you said, you just robbed me of that. Especially when I had had high hopes about this. Especially when I hadn't felt as good about anything as I did about this.
One phone convo, that's all it took. And to think that we wouldn't have had that convo in the first place had someone not been nosy enough.
Again, I understand why you did what you did and -- as the people in this city *ain't linkin' it again* are prone to say -- where you were coming from. Still, it's my life. Please let me live it the way I see fit. Suggestions are welcome, so are advices. Forced obligations are not, neither is emotional blackmail.
Please, I've been good all these years -- just ask the fat guy in his funny red costume. All right, all right, maybe not always good, but surely you would agree with mostly good. And when did I ever disappoint you?
So, let it go? Please?
Glad to have that out of the system. Although, that I'm writing about this on a blog instead of picking up that phone kinda speaks volume of my, uh, manhood.
On now to a happier note. So far, all my knock-off predictions have proven correct. Doesn't mean I'm getting good at this; simply no upset has taken place. Which is too bad, since I wanted Ecuador to beat England.
As for the rest, I fancy Italia, Switzerland, Brazil, and Spain to make it through. And I'd like to see the Spanish destroy the French -- hey, impossible is nothing. Oh, and while you're there, check out the full-length ads. Way cool.
In other news, even when turning blue, I learned something new on CSS -- still full of surprises after all these years.
Do you know that a:hover must come after a:link and a:visited and a:active must come after a:hover? Oh, you do? But do you know that IE doesn't really care? Really? Never mind, then.
In other news still, I finished The Privacy, thank you, thank you. My ego's all good.
PS to someone I addressed the first few paragraphs to: I still love you and nothing you say or do could ever change that. I know you would do me likewise.
Current music: Neil Reid - Mother of Mine
Current mood: none -- if that's ever possible
ah. kok gue merinding?
jadi takut nih, padahal baru mau telep-telep
hiiiyyy....
Buset dah, cepet bener lu komen!
Yah, gitu deh, Yol...
biasa , lagi nyari ilham *apa sih*
eh, malah jadi laper gara2 liat indomie dibungkus telor-nya si Neng yang lagi plesiran ke jepun.
Indomi gua abis nih, siwalan! Akhirnya tadi gua terpaksa beli indomi Malaysia deh.
sama dunk. kok jadi ngomongin indomie
gua mo pulang kampung nih .. ada yang mau di bawain indomie? heheh .. heeh kok jadi malah ngomongin indomie ya ...
Nggak deh, makasih. Gua juga mau pulang kampung nih. Seperti biasa bakal bawa indomi dua dus.
Jangan lupa bawa indomie KARE sama Mi goreng kriuk. Inovasi terbaru tuh.
kare? blum coba.
mi goreng kriuk kok nggak enak yah, enakan mie goreng yang biasa.. fav gue yang bumbu sate :D
emang hebat nih indofood
Wah Yol. ELO MESTI COBA KARE. Rasanya paling gila!!!!
Kalo yang kriuk, enaknya kriuknya itu. Mienya ya mie goreng biasa... Hahahaha..
Mau dong KARE ama KRIUK! Kare itu bukan kari ya?
tulisannya bagus. karena kebetulan punya the same problem, gw pengen nangis bacanya.
salam kenal :)
Salam kenal juga, Ibu Mita. Situ juga tulisannya bagus-bagus. Situsnya juga.
Eh,Pak Panda mau pulkam ya?
jangan lupa makan somay blok S sama mie ayam besuki.
Yol,JANGAN..jangan tergoda indomie..ingat taruhan kita nona tarunaaai ^--^
Rence : eh,gile,kenape juge banyak amir yang ngedukung Itali? nyari kaosnya sampe giting sendiri...malah ditawarin spanyol..sudah miring itu pedagang di Bugis!
Mungkin karena Italia ama Spanyol deket en bahasanya mirip.
Buset, om Liem terharu, kali ya, mengetahui betapa orang-orang amat mencintai indomie..hehehehe... Hidup indomie!
wow............
ayo.. sapa yang berbaik hati mau bawain gue indomie Kare? Gara2 rekomendasinya Mas Nunu nih.
it will be a long time till I fly back home.
Nonacyan.... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
taruhan itu yah....... ahem..ahem...
*sedih*
Brumeux: Ya sudah nanti ku carikan ya.
Nona_Cyan: Saya pulang kampungnya gak ke Jkt. Kita kita mo sun tanning ke Bali, ada titipan bule culun??
Kok mau ngesun si Tanning pake jauh-jauh ke Bali segala sih?
*masih hari yang lambat*
Dodol: Soalnya si Tanning itu lagi di Bali, jadi kalo mo nge-sun kita kudu ikutan ke Bali (lho) .... :) ... *maap baru bangun ku terus komen blog*
how to let go?
ada gak surviving guide nya?
Gw juga pengen Spanyol menang lawan Prancis, abis Prancisnya ledha ledhe gitu ...
Di bet365 Prancis fractional oddsnya 9/4 sementara Spanyol 13/10. Masalahnya gw gak mudeng, bandar itu ngasi odds lebih tinggi ke team yang lebih mungkin menang, apa yang lebih mungkin ngga menang ?
Syl, mungkin banyak mamam indomi bisa membantu.
Berarti kalo elu taruhan megang Spanyol, trus Spanyol menang, dapet duitnya lebih dikit, Son, dibanding kalo elu megang Prancis, trus Prancis menang. Alias menurut si bandar, kemungkinan Spanyol menang lebih gede.
Rence : ya elah...beda gitu bahasanya meskipun tetanggaan..
Neng BruBleu : Ayooook! *saling menyemangati* secara size baju gue udah mulai turun niih babe!
Pak Panda : hadu..kok bule culun? pengennya Jepang dengan kulit terbakar matahari dan jago surfing ^--^
Dulu sih waktu zaman-zaman gua rajin ngechat *giliran ngechat aja rajin* orang-orang Italia ama Spanyol bisa saling ngobrol gitu. Trus pas gua tanya sih mereka bilang mereka bisa saling ngerti, cuma cara ngomongnya aja beda.
Kayak Bahasa Indonesia ama Melayu gitu kali.
Yah, Spanyol kalah. Mayanlah, 6 dari 8 bener.
Tadi malem itu sejak spain dapet penalti dan menang duluan 1-0 gw malah jadi agak-agak mendukung Prancis :P.
Terus pas abis tendangan bebas Zidane masuk 2-1, balik lagi ngedukung spanyol.
Kayanya walaupun gak murni diving, gw sebel ngeliat orang main bola kalingan tangan dikit didepan atau kecolek dari belakang tau-tau jatoh dan dapet penalti/tendangan bebas.
Pernah maen bola ama pemaen profesional trus kalingan tangan dikit atau kecolek dari belakang nggak lu, Son? Kali emang bener-bener menjatuhkan :P
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